Letting God take over.
Beginning of January has been nothing but a walk of renewed faith, I have been asking the Lord to take my hand and to guide my steps because I started the the year with so many uncertainties’ but chose to continue trusting God to fill my heart with His word. Honestly I feel like every beginning of the year is hard when you doing ministry because you have goals to achieve on the other hand its the reality that your budget is way over the ministry balance. I have been asking the Lord to assist me in walking in Faith and I have invited Him anew on this journey because everyday I wake up excited to be the Kingdom positive influence in my nation. The enemy do try to put doubts in my head and sometimes all I can say is Lord it is too much for me I need a miracle.
I am not saying the above things friends so that you can feel sorry for me but it is an invitation to lift me up in prayer, I need a revival each day, I need motivation each day, I need encouraging words each day, I need to experience the touch of the Lord I want to hear Him speaking to me saying ” dear daughter you are on the right path keep looking up to me and serve me diligently and faithfully”. I do not want emotions to engulf me but I want the peace of the Lord and His mighty strength around. I want to keep the faith even though I sometimes fail like I did with the fundraising last year which didn’t go well dear friends for the ministry budget.
With thus, I really thank God for everyone that is personally supporting music ministry vision and everyone who is personally supporting my family they are all doing great. My daughter Sabusiswa started her grade 3 this year and she is very excited to be in school especially with all the activities going on in her school, she enjoys swimming so much that she is in the school team, while doing that she came to ask if she can join the gymnastics as well and I just smiled at her and told her maybe we can try next year. I’m so thankful for my daughter with all the energy and her silly smile she is just a priceless gift.
Oh I am also excited to finish my degree this September, I can tell you friends doing this degree on religious studies has really been eye opening, I cannot wait to apply this knowledge and use it as a tool with my disciples, this degree comes with education curriculum which has played a major boost as I am currently writing the music ministry curriculum so yes I am excited and thankful to God for providing with tuition fees, it is such a gift to have someone believing in you as far as developing your academics. Once a friend told me Londiwe do not stop studying as long as God provides as He is equipping you for the future where you will have to apply all those skills you attained.
Yes friends I am still creating the music ministry curriculum, and it is an exciting journey. Alongside that I am also facilitating the Cherish Program for purity. As I mentioned last year Nikiwe has joined me, she is very helpful and helping me to be effective and that the ministry is going to reach more as we divide ourselves to get in different care point, did I mention how her innovative mind makes me feel old??? But nevertheless I love every minute I spend with her and seeing the growth in her is awesome. This year in the choir we have 10 new members, I am excited to journey with them alongside and pour out my heart to them. We have 10 ready lessons to disciple on this year on all our care points. I look forward to the rest of the year and I will try to keep up more on updates.
Prayer Request:
1. God’s provision for music budget, we really need a miracle if next year we want to continue impacting through this ministry. That God would raise support for all our activities and the coming year.
2. Asking that God would provide for a stipend for Nikiwe, right now I am sharing my stipend with her that include her transport and communication.
3.We are hosting a camp this year for music ministry, its the first time and may God reveal to us His will for this camp not ours and provision.
4. Please pray for my family’s health and faith and that we may stay united. That also include the peace of our country, there is so much still happening with the politics, the oppositions are burning almost all businesses which the King has shares on.
5.Please pray against the spirit of fear in me, I really am scared for the future of the ministry.
STAY BLESSED FRIENDS AND ONCE AGAIN I AM THANKFUL FOR YOU.
I LOVE YOU ALL.
